The hate

It's raining..heavily...
A woman stands in this rain..
Hearing nothing...feeling nothing..
Only thing that is existent of her is her thoughts...
She thinks about the things people said...
Then turned their back...
Fading into nothingness...
Laughing..
Always laughing..
Mocking...
And hate..
The red fire which reside within me...
This despair...
This hatred against everyone...
Always mocking....
These feelings they give...
I am.......
Nothing....
My mind...
Is weak...
My heart...
Is giving up...
I must end this...
Suddenly she starts to run...
To end this...
She jumps...
And falls...
Away into nothing...
Strange she thinks..
I do not feel anything...
Her eyes..
Closed for ever...

-Mybrokenwings