Hollow...

I'm invisible..
Walking trough this throng of people...
Walking with head sunken..
People laughing..
Not paying heed to me..
I am walking around as a ghost..
Hollow inside...
Feelings long ago lost..
I am searching...
But for what I do not know..
I am cursed...
Walking this road for eternity..
People are smiling..
Crying..
Scared...
Feelings long ago gone..
Just as the wind in my hair..
I am the lost one..
Always searching..
Always seeking..
But for what I do not know..
As I continue to walk..
The endless path infront of me..
A silvery light appears..
Rippling beauty of silverly light..
First I have seen in weeks no.....but years?
I start to run..
For what seems ages...
A little flame of blue is alight inside me..
Feelings are returning...
Hope is here...
I trip...
But are quickly up again..
Running..
In my ghostly ravaged soul's image..
As it seems I am finally there..
It's gone...
All flames are out like an barrage of despair rolls over me...
Once again I am lost..
Once again..
I am hollow..

-Mybrokenwings